I am struggling... I am so struggling...
Ever since I graduated, I've been lazy and have lost my motivation on achieving my goals. I feel like I am getting far away from my goals. I do not see any lights in the other end of the tunnel. I am lost and do not know where am I heading now... It seems like I am giving myself lot of excuses. I can't focus on what I am planning to do!!!
Why am I lost and frustrated? Well, this question is rolling through my head over and over again... People say "you need to realize where you're trying to go, and you need to know when you've arrived." Am I really know what am I going to? Where is my plan? How am I going to picture my future?? All these questions keep rolling over my head... I am struggling... I am so struggling...
I lost as I frustrated with life... I lost as I am losing my passion of what I am doing --> job. I lost as my plan does not work out as I thought. I frustrated as people are stabbing behind my back... I frustrated as my life is sucks... I frustrated as I could not focus on my study... I frustrated as I lost my motivation on everything... I lost and frustrated!!!!
Sometimes I feel frustrated on everything around me... feel like everything is crumbling down on me and can't even breath. I hate those feelings... Sometimes, I feel like I really need someone to be there with me... be my backup and get me through all these craps...
I think I really need some inspirations to bring back my energy. I need to develop a winning strategy and keep moving forward; set an aggressive goals and get back what I have lost these years...
Be aggressive!!! Be aggressive!!! Be strong!!! Be strong!!! I won't beat up by all these craps... I won't beat up by these people...
Everything happens with a reason, when you feel frustrated or down as you did not get what you want or you did not accomplish your goal... the point is do no let anything beat you up so easily... I keep reminding myself --> No pain, No gain... where there is a will, there is a way!!! I need to bring my energy back and find a way to get me out...
Life is full of challenges, ups and downs, good, bad, and the ugly... When you're at different stage, you will have to face different challenges, that's about life. It is all about the state of mind, I would be a happier person if I can learn to take it easy and think everything on positive side... but that's always easy to say than done!!
People used to say that "Expanding your vision rather than focusing on a defective stain, you will realize that you would be a happier person."
Sorry for all these craps I wrote... I have no ideas what I wrote... free lance...
